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My Life As Elizabeth

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6th grade:
My name is Elizabeth…
She is a bully…
She pushed me…
She picked on me…
Called me names..
She called me a bitch and a whore...
And she doesn't even know my name…
My name is Elizabeth…

8th grade
But you're my friend…
Aren't you?
You hung out with me…
Listened to music…
Played games…
One day you stopped talking to me…
Stopped hanging out with me…
Ignored me…
Pretended I wasn't alive…
I don't even know why…
But your my friend…
Aren't you?

5-7 grades:
Am I spoiled?
My mom leaves for work as soon as I come home…
My dad farms, and is always working…
My sisters leave to hang out with their friends…
I'm left alone…
Nowhere near a town or someone…
But I have cats their friends right?
I play video games, watch TV, and wait…
I'm alone…
My sisters say that I am spoiled and don't deserve a video game or fun…
I haven't earned it…
Am I spoiled?

6th & 12th grade:
I am lost…
My friends are gone…
My family left…
I want to leave…
But I have nowhere to go…
I-.. I am lost…

5th to 12th grade:
My name is Elizabeth…
Doctors shove pills down my throat…
And they say I'm healthy…
That I shouldn't be depressed…
It's just growing up right?
I shouldn't be…
I'm slower than the other kids…
I can't catch up…
I can't…
My name is Elizabeth…

12th grade:
I don't want it anymore…
My grades are failing…
My friends cry…
I want to cry but I'm brave…
And I'm responsible…
I'm the friend who's always happy and the one to put the smile on their faces…
My mom looks out for me but she doesn't seem to care…
They all do…
But- I don't want it any more…

After failing out of 12th grade:
I never wanted…
I'm the watcher that doesn't see much…
I listen but cannot hear…
I try but can never try hard enough…
I whine too much…
I don't whine! I am brave!
I'm always being put down by someone or by myself and I'm sick of it!!
I won't be put down anymore! I won't be-!…
I won't be…
*sigh* I never wanted-…

Got my GED and going to college:
I am Elizabeth…
And I will be brave…
I … am brave…
I…am Elizabeth…
Pretty much its my life (ps name is Kelly but it kinda sounded better and wanted to randomly right some thing with Elizabeth)
I just wanted to write another poem (ps slightly self consious about my poems) but i would like help or any thing so i can make them better... if i can.

Picture is not of me but of one of my besties :iconeval-demon-lady: but i did take the picture at my church that over looks the valley.. in the graveyard. why? we like radomly walking in graveyards thats why! any who comments critizism etc. just.. please be nice about it. its kindof an emotional poem for me... but w/e.. i need to sleep...
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I love it Kell very deep. ^_^